Putting it all behind?

It was four years ago when this Crestcom business was new and I was just getting started. I was scarred sure, but I was confident in "the system." I also had a lot of faith. I knew it would be an adventure for sure. Oh, how I long sometimes to savor that moment. Knowing your embarking on your dream, your own leadership and management training business. I was going enhance others lives and make a difference. Living my dream was happening. I was finally going to fill my true potential. Well the dream stealers where right around the corner. I don't know if I can put it behind me yet. Now my faith in just about everything is shaken to the core. If I can't get past this I'll die broken.